My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I could all be gray, but picture on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
1st volume gradually grows raindrop background 2nd full volume with beat right after "thunder"
Dear Slim, I wrote but you ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's up? Man how's your daughter? My girlfriend's too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? name her Bonnie I read about your Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, just to chat, yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside concert you didn't have to, but you signed an autograph for Matthew That's my brother man, he's only six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't mad though, I just don't like bein lied to Remember we met in Denver - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm like you in a way I never knew my father he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it It's adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk you 24/7 But she don't know you like I you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I the addresses on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda that other guy from drowning but didn't, Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a letter or a call I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I hope you sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll more, and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to this shit out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I been busy You your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I musta missed you Don't think I did shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut wrists too? I say that just clownin dogg, c'mon - how fucked up is You got some issues Stan, I think you need some to help your ass from bouncing off the when you get down some And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not us to meet each other I really think you and girlfriend need each other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!