My tea's gone cold I'm why I. got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window. and I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I wrote but you still callin I left my cell, my pager, and my phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There was a problem at the post office or somethin Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em but fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your daughter? My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma her? I'ma her Bonnie I read about your Uncle too I'm sorry I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room full of your posters and your man I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, just to chat, truly yours, biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's UP you don't answer fans If you didn't wanna to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for That's my little brother man, he's six years old We waited in the cold for you, four and you just said, "No." pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in - you said if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm just you in a way I never knew my father he to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in songs so when I have a shitty day, I away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name across the Sometimes I even cut to see how much it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you it My jealous cause I talk about you 24/7 But she don't know you I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was for people like us growin up You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the last package I ever send ass been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it? I know you got my last two I wrote the on 'em perfect So this is my cassette I'm you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a of vodka, you dare me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowning but didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you rescued me from drowning Now it's too - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, about it You ruined it now, I you can't sleep and you dream about it And when you dream I hope you sleep and you SCREAM about it I hope conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to you sooner but I just been busy You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is Look, I'm really you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for brother, I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta you Don't think I did that shit intentionally to diss you But what's this shit you said you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit just dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some issues Stan, I you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get some And what's this shit about us to be together? type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your girlfriend need other or maybe you need to treat her better I hope you get to read this letter, I just it reaches you in time before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm glad I inspire you but why are you so mad? Try to understand, that I do you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they a tape, but they didn't say who it was to to think about, his name was. it was you Stan!