My tea's cold I'm wondering why I. got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window. and I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray, but your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad, not so bad.
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Dear Slim, I but you still ain't callin I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a at the post office or somethin Sometimes I addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em but anyways; fuck it, what's been up? Man your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm to be a father If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma name her I read about Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some who didn't want him I you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan I even got the underground that you did with Skam I got a room full of your and your pictures man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I you get this man, hit me back, to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan This is
Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you a chance I ain't mad - I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't fans If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your you didn't to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew That's my little brother man, he's six years old We in the blistering cold for you, four and you just said, "No." That's pretty shitty man - like his fuckin idol He wants to be just like you man, he you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein lied to Remember when we met in Denver - you if I'd write you you would write back - see I'm just you in a way I never knew my neither; he used to always on my mom and beat her I can relate to what you're saying in songs so when I a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo of your name the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See everything you say is real, and I respect you you tell it My girlfriend's jealous cause I about you 24/7 But she know you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't know what it was like for people like us up You gotta call me man, be the biggest fan you'll ever lose Sincerely yours, -- P.S. We be together too
Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans, this'll be the package I ever send your ass It's been six months and no word - I don't deserve it? I you got my last two letters; I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from but didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a he found him? That's kinda how this is, you coulda me from drowning Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a I hope you know I ripped of your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM it I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't without me See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm to talk! Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the but I didn't slit her throat, I just her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and she'll die too Well, go, I'm almost at the bridge now Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this out?
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Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm flattered you would call your daughter that and an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on the cap I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit clownin dogg, - how fucked up is you? You got some Stan, I think you need some counseling to help ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some And what's this about us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to each other I think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to her better I you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little, I'm I inspire you but Stan why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I just want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the a couple weeks ago that made me sick Some dude was drunk and drove his car a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant his kid and in the car they found a tape, but didn't say who it was to Come to think about, his was. it was you Stan!