Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've been having ups and
Going through peaks and valleys, dilly
with the idea of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house to fight mirrors
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've fallen off with skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm to live like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit in my home theater, watchin' the same damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the sound of that
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin'
Swear when I come back I'ma be
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I should a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta made it
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, that'll change
about her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

are just too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)