Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm rolling for like
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally I need help
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I fat, but what do I care?
I a fuck, only thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going through
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? Can't stop with these
And you've off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a you're too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you just had your heart out and crushed
They say Proof just flipped out, homie just swift out and

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But on it only makes the night worse
Now I'm poppin Vic's, perks and pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And gon' do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
startin' to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, hold me

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, somehow I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
'cause I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I would got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so what I came to do
Hailie one is for you, Whitney and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels we just pissed away our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I you self consciously, wish it didn't end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I know what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just on going through changes)