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I'm through changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm control of myself, I sincerely
I if all that I sound like, is I'm complaining
But keeps on complicating and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to mirrors
I can't stand what I like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I my eyes I might see her, shit

I'm going changes
I'm going changes

I myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, always snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem you're too to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say just flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it makes the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' dealers hang around me like yes man
And they do whatever I says when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so fuck it, I then

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just on going through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
understandable man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In fame and caged in it like a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a recluse and the is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the first tour, the last tour, he was still

And it hurt sore, forward, sleepin' pills'll make me feel alright
And if I'm still in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're right
I slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward bound

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

Wake up in the
of tubes, plus somehow I'm pullin' through
Swear when I come back be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a chance again to say the

Shit it just hit me that what if I would notta it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's what I to do
Hailie this one is for you, and Alaina too

I still love your mother, that'll never
Think about her every day, we just could never get it
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I can't pretend ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, knows there never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know what to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going through
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)