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I'm going changes
I'm going changes

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel I'm losing control of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on and I'm debating

On this world, this evening, even my girls
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all high and
When inside, I'm dying, I am realizing I need help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the shit right

I'm my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, thing I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I might see her,

I'm going changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, at noon
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's snappin' at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And fallen off with your skills
And your own fans are at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a man woulda had this shit handled
Know you had your heart ripped out and crushed
They say Proof flipped out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like Doody to do
He wouldn't shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only makes the night
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug dealers hang me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I when, I says it
It's in their best interest to protect investment
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going changes
I'm through changes
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

My friends just understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live like a and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the damn DVD
Of the first tour, the tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll make me alright
And if I'm still awake in the middle of the
I just take a more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better hold your
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm through changes
I'm through changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on going changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
Swear when I back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it just for Proof, I think I state a few
Facts I may not get a chance again to say the truth

Shit it hit me that what if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love your mother, never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, there was a better way, for me to say it
But I on everything, I'd do anything for her on any day

There are too many things to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, there wasn't any pain
But I pretend there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, it didn't end this way
But I had to get away, don't know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)