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I'm through changes
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel I'm rolling for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing control of myself, I
I apologize if all I sound like, is I'm complaining
But life keeps on complicating and I'm

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act I'm all high and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I help
I can't do it by

Too weak, 2 I've been having ups and downs
through peaks and valleys, dilly dallying
Around with the idea of ending the right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I walk around the house tryin' to fight
I can't what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I care?
I give a fuck, only thing I is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my I might see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm going changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, what happened at you? stop with these pills
And you've fallen off your skills
And own fans are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this handled
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't like to do that
He wouldn't fuckin' at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
'em, tight verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do whatever I says when, I it
It's in their best interest to protect their
And I just lost my best friend, so fuck it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends just can't this new me
That's man but just think how bananas
You'd be, you'd be an animal too, if you trapped
In this fame and in it like a zoo
And everybody's at you, what you want me to do?

I'm startin' to live a recluse and the truth is
Fame to give me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, the same damn DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' make me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just take a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin'
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am almost homeward

in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't look now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, better your ground
Fuck, I know the sound of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I keep on going through changes)

up in the hospital
Full of tubes, plus I'm pullin' through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that what if I notta made it through?
I about the things I would never got to say to you
I'd never get to it right, so here's what I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I love your mother, that'll never change
Think about her every day, we could never get it together
Hey, wish there was a way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many to explain, when it rains
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish there any pain
But I can't pretend there ain't, I ain't any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven there never been a saint

I know it just like we just pissed away our history
And today, I looked at your picture, almost hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it didn't end way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't what else to say, I guess I'm

I'm going through
I'm through changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)