Luyện nghe bài hát Going Through Changes

I'm going through
I'm going through

Lately I really, feel like I'm for like Philly
I feel like I'm losing of myself, I sincerely
I apologize if all that I sound like, is I'm
But life on complicating and I'm debating

On leaving this world, this evening, even my
Can see I'm grievin', I try and it
But I can't, why do I act like I'm all and mighty
When inside, I'm dying, I am finally realizing I need
I do it by myself

Too weak, 2 weeks I've having ups and downs
Going through peaks and valleys, dallying
Around with the of ending the shit right here

I'm hatin' my reflection, I around the house tryin' to fight mirrors
I can't stand what I look like, yeah, I look fat, but what do I
I give a fuck, only I fear is Hailie
I'm afraid if I close my eyes I see her, shit

I'm through changes
I'm through changes

I lock myself in the bedroom, bathroom, nappin' at
Yeah, dad's in a bad mood, he's always at you
Marshall, happened at you? Can't stop with these pills
And you've off with your skills
And your own are laughin' at you

It become a problem too pussy to tackle, get up
Be a man, stand, a real man woulda had this shit
Know you just had your ripped out and crushed
They say Proof just out, homie just swift out and bust

Nah, it ain't Doody to do that
He fuckin' shoot at, nobody, he fights first
But dwellin' on it only the night worse
Now I'm Vic's, perks and Methadone pills
Yeah 'em, verse, you killed it

Fuckin' drug hang around me like yes man
And they gon' do I says when, I says it
It's in best interest to protect their investment
And I just lost my fuckin' best friend, so it, I guess then

I'm going through
I'm going changes
(Don't know I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

My friends can't understand this new me
That's understandable man but just think how
be, you'd be an animal too, if you were trapped
In this fame and caged in it a zoo
And everybody's lookin' at you, what you me to do?

I'm startin' to like a recluse and the truth is
Fame startin' to me an excuse, to be at a all time low
I sit alone in my home theater, watchin' the same DVD
Of the tour, the last tour, he was still alive

And it hurt sore, fast forward, sleepin' pills'll me feel alright
And if I'm awake in the middle of the night
I just a couple more, yeah, you're motherfuckin' right
I ain't slowin' down for no one, I am homeward bound

Almost in a coma, yeah, homie, come on, don't now
Daddy, don't you die on me, daddy, hold your ground
Fuck, don't I know the of that voice
Yeah, baby, me down

I'm going through
I'm going through
(Don't what I'm going through)
(But I just keep on through changes)

Wake up in the
Full of tubes, plus somehow I'm through
when I come back I'ma be bulletproof
I'ma do it for Proof, I think I should state a few
Facts 'cause I may not get a again to say the truth

Shit it just hit me that if I would notta made it through?
I think about the things I never got to say to you
I'd never get to make it right, so here's I came to do
Hailie this one is for you, Whitney and too

I still love mother, that'll never change
Think her every day, we just could never get it together
Hey, wish was a better way, for me to say it
But I swear on everything, I'd do for her on any day

There are just too many things to explain, when it
Guess it pours, yes it does, wish wasn't any pain
But I can't there ain't, I ain't placin' any blame
I ain't pointin' fingers, heaven knows never been a saint

I know it just feels like we just pissed our history
And just today, I looked at your picture, hate to say
I miss you self consciously, wish it end this way
But I just had to get away, know why
I don't know else to say, I guess I'm

I'm through changes
I'm going changes
(Don't know what I'm through)
(But I keep on going through changes)