My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put picture on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
My tea's gone I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And if I could it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but still callin' I my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom I sent two back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em There probably was a problem at the post office or I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, what's been up? Man how's your My pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father If I a daughter, guess what I'm a call her? I'm a her Bonnie I read your Uncle Ronnie too I'm sorry I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I even got the shit that you did with Skam I got a room of your posters and your pictures man I the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get man, hit me back, Just to chat, truly yours, your fan is Stan
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The rain clouds up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Slim, you ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chance I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't fans If you wanna talk to me outside your concert You didn't have to, but you coulda an autograph for Matthew That's my little man, he's only six years old We waited in the cold for you, For four hours and you said, "No." That's pretty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do I ain't that mad though, I just like bein' lied to when we met in Denver, you said if I'd write you you would write back See I'm just you in a way I knew my father neither He to always cheat on my mom and beat her I can relate to what saying in your songs So I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed I got a tattoo of your name across the chest Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the is such a sudden rush for me See you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it My girlfriend's jealous I talk about you 24/7 But she don't you like I know you Slim, no one does She don't what it was like for people like us growin' up, you gotta call me man I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan, P.S. we should be together too
My tea's cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It me, that it's not so bad not so bad
Dear Mister "I'm Too Good To Call Or My Fans" This will be the last I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I don't it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the on 'em perfect So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm 90 on the freeway Hey Slim, I a fifth of vodka You me to drive? You know the by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night" About that guy who could a saved other guy from drowning But didn't, then Phil saw it all, at a a show he found him? That's kinda how this is, you could a rescued me from Now it's too late, I'm on a thousand now, I'm drowsy And all I was a lousy letter or a call I hope you know I ripped all of pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think it You ruined it now, I hope you can't and you dream about it And when you dream I you can't sleep and you scream about it I your conscience eats at you and you can't breathe without me See Slim, up bitch! I'm tryin' to talk! Hey Slim, that's my screamin' in the trunk But I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I like you 'Cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to this shit out?
My gone cold I'm wondering why I Got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window And I see at all And even if I it'll all be gray Put your on my wall It reminds me, that not so bad not so bad
Dear Stan, I to write you sooner but I just been busy You said girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you would call daughter that And here's an for your brother I it on the Starter cap I'm sorry I see you at the show, I must of missed you think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your too? I say that shit just clownin' dog, come on, how up is you? You got some issues Stan, I think you some counseling To help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down And this shit about us meant to be together? That type of shit make me not want us to meet each other I really think you and your need each other Or maybe you just need to treat her I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it you in time Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin' fine If you relax a little, I'm glad I you but Stan Why are you so Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan I don't want you to do some crazy shit I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was with his kid And in the car they found a tape, but they say who it was to to think about, his name was, it was you Damn!