My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could all be gray, but your picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Slim, I wrote you but you ain't callin' I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the I sent two letters back in You must not got 'em It probably was a problem at the office or somethin'
Sometimes I scribble too sloppy when I jot 'em But anyways, fuck it, been up man, how's your daughter? My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm out to be a If I have a daughter, guess I'ma call her? I'ma name her Bonnie
I read your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry I had a kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm biggest fan I got the underground shit that you did with ScamZ
I got a room full of your and your pictures, man I like the shit you did with too, that shit was fat Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to Truly yours, biggest fan, this is Stan
My tea's cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And even if I it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Mr i'm too good to call or write my fans, this will be the package i ever send your ass. its been six month still no word i dont deserve it, i know you got my last two letters i wrote the address on them perfect still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have the I ain't mad, I just think it's up you don't answer fans If you didn't want to to me outside your concert you didn't have to But you could signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother, man,he's 6 years old We in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours and ya just said no That's pretty man, you're like his fuckin' idol He to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad, but I just don't like lied to Remember when we met in Denver, you said if I to you You would write back, see, I'm like you in a way I knew my father neither He used to cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're sayin' in your So when I have a shitty day, I drift and put 'em on 'Cause I don't got shit else, so that shit helps when I'm depressed I even got a tattoo your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how it bleeds It's like adrenaline, the pain is a sudden rush for me See, you say is real, and I respect you 'cause you tell it My jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you I know you, Slim, no one does She don't know it was like for people like us growing up You've gotta call me man, I'll be the fan you'll ever lose yours, Stan. PS, we should be together too
My gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all The morning rain clouds up my window and I see at all And if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my wall It reminds me that it's not so bad, not so bad
Dear Mr. "I'm too to call or write my fans" be the last package I ever send your ass It's been six months and still no word, I deserve it? I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the addresses on 'em
So is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the Hey Slim, "I drank a fifth of vodka, ya me to drive?" You know that song by Phil Collins "The Air In The Night"?
About that guy who could have saved that other guy drowning? But didn't? Then Phil saw it all at his show he found him? kinda how this is, you could have rescued me from drowning Now too late, I'm on a thousand downers now, I'm drowsy
And all I wanted was a lousy or a call I hope you know I all o' your pictures off the wall I love you Slim, we have been together, think about it You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream it
And you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't without me See Slim, up bitch, I'm trying to talk Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the
But I slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you 'Cause if she suffocates, she'll more and then she'll die too Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the now Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit
My tea's gone cold, I'm why I got out of bed at all The morning clouds up my window and I can't see at all And even if I could it'd all be gray, but your picture on my It me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad
Dear Stan, I to write you sooner, but I've just been busy You said your pregnant now, how far along is she? Look, I'm really flattered you call your daughter that And an autograph for your brother, I wrote it on your starter cap
I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must missed you Don't I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you And this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too? I say that shit clownin' dawg, c'mon, how fucked up is you?
You got some issues, Stan, I you need some counselin' To help your ass from bouncin' off the walls when you get down And what's this shit us meant to be together? That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet other
I think you and your girlfriend need each other Or you just need to treat her better I hope you get to read letter I just hope it reaches you in
Before you hurt yourself, I think you'd be doin' just fine If you'd relax a little, I'm glad that I inspire you, but Why are you so mad? Try to understand I do want you as a fan I just don't you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a weeks ago that made me sick Some was drunk and drove his car over a bridge And had his girlfriend in the and she was pregnant with his kid And in the car found a tape but it didn't say who it was to Come to think about it his was, it was you, damn