Mom I know I let you And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But you place the blame on me As you yourself another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst thinking about who what I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I take it too out my closet and all them other songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic bomb to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to each other's goats Why we always at each throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's house it's straight up the And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders carried the weight of the Then got taken away by the state at eight years old, and when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on we took this too far
'Cause to this day we remain estranged and I hate it 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to it though, 'cause Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time on the radio And I think of being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I just you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both Foster care, cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and cactus Own a collection of maps and my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap And one has met their grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness come me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw headlights as I looked back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I I had to get this off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One a cause So I'm home tonight Well no matter the cost And if the plane down Or if the can't wake me up Just know I was alright And I was not to die
Oh if there's songs to sing My children carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die I put my faith in my new girl So I never say goodbye world Just know that I'm I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I want a new