Mom I know I let you And though you say the are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I know not around But you place the blame on me As you pour another drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But regardless I don't hate you ma! You're still beautiful to me, cause my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my was Vietnam Desert and both of us put together Can form an atomic bomb equivalent to chemical And we can drag this on and on But, to disagree gift from me up under the Christmas tree don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's fifteen degrees and it's Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to have other's goats Why we always at others throats? Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the fucking boat, you'd think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Nate got taken away by the state at eight years old, and That's I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or changeable And to this day we remained and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to your grand baby's growth But I'm sorry mama for Out My Closet', at the time I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never that far to take it though, 'cause Now I it's not your fault, and I'm not making jokes song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the radio And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken over and your states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as as yours But I love you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a of maps and followed my kids to the edge of the atlas Someone ever them from me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to come down the chimney as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma you pulled up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we introduced you, you And as you I had this overwhelming sadness come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I back And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please this as a tribute I wrote this on the jet I guess I had to get off my chest, I hope I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message that I'll love you from afar 'Cause my mama
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm home tonight Well no matter what the And if the plane goes Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's to sing My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say goodbye cruel Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night I on we took this too far, I want a new life