Mom I know I let you And you say the days are happy Why is the off, and I'm fucked up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself another and
I we are who we are shining in the dark night, I drive on Maybe we this too far
I in headfirst Never thinking about who what I said hurt, in what My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all other songs But I don't hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom far be it for you to be calling, my house was Vietnam Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an bomb equivalent to chemical warfare And forever we can drag on and on But, to disagree That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? It's degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my coat, anything to have each other's goats Why we always at each others Especially when dad, he fucked us both We're in the same fucking boat, think that it'd make us close (nope) Further away that drove us, but together shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, back to grandma's it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my carried the weight of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it fixable or changeable And to day we remained estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are shining in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
'Cause to this day we estranged and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand growth But I'm sorry mama for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the I was angry Rightfully maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, Now I know it's not your fault, and I'm not making That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe every time it's on the And I think of Nathan being in a home And all the you fed us And how I just wanted you to taste own, but Now the medications taken over and mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's painful But ma, I forgive you, so Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your to raise us both Foster care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as But I love you Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One thing I never was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I he had trouble keeping up with every address But I'd have flipped every mattress, every rock and cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you up in our drive one night as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming sadness over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I get the chance to thank you for being my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I this on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my seat belt, I guess we're So if I'm not dreaming, I you get this message that I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on we took this too far
I a new life One without a So I'm home tonight no matter what the cost And if the plane goes Or if the can't wake me up Just that I was alright And I was not to die
Oh even if songs to sing My children carry me Just that I'm alright I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I never say cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we took this too far, I a new life