Mom I I let you down And though you say the are happy Why is the power off, and I'm up? And mom, I he's not around But don't you the blame on me As you pour yourself drink and
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark night, I on Maybe we took too far
I went in Never thinking about who I said hurt, in what verse My mom probably got it the The of it, but as stubborn as we are Did I it too far? Cleaning out my closet and all them songs But regardless I hate you 'cause ma! You're still beautiful to me, you're my mom Though far be it for you to be calling, my house was Desert Storm and of us put together Can form an atomic equivalent to chemical warfare And we can drag this on and on But, agree to That gift from me up under the Christmas don't mean shit to me You're kicking me out? fifteen degrees and it's Christmas Eve (little prick just leave) Ma, let me grab my fucking coat, anything to each other's goats Why we always at each others throats? Especially when dad, he us both We're in the same fucking boat, you'd think that make us close (nope) Further that drove us, but together headlights shine, a car full of belongings Still got a ways to go, to grandma's house it's straight up the road And I was the man of the house, the oldest, so my shoulders the weight of the load Then Nate got taken by the state at eight years old, and That's when I realized you were sick and it wasn't fixable or And to this day we estranged and I hate it though, but
I we are who we are Headlights shining in the dark I drive on Maybe we took too far
'Cause to this day we remain and I hate it though 'Cause you ain't even get to witness your grand baby's But I'm sorry for 'Cleaning Out My Closet', at the time I was angry maybe so, never meant that far to take it though, 'cause Now I know it's not fault, and I'm not making jokes That song I no longer play at shows and I cringe time it's on the radio And I of Nathan being placed in a home And all the you fed us And how I wanted you to taste your own, but Now the medications taken and your mental states deteriorating slow And I'm way too old to cry, that shit's though But ma, I you, so does Nathan yo All you did, all you said, you did your best to us both care, that cross you bare, few may be as heavy as yours But I you Debbie Mathers, oh what a tangled web we have, 'cause One I never asked was where the fuck my deadbeat dad was Fuck it I guess he had trouble keeping up with address But I'd flipped every mattress, every rock and desert cactus Own a collection of maps and followed my to the edge of the atlas Someone ever moved them me? That you could bet your ass's If I had to down the chimney dressed as Santa, kidnap them And although one has met grandma Once you pulled up in our drive one as we were leaving to get some hamburgers Me, her and Nate, we you, hugged you And as you left I had this overwhelming come over me As we pulled off to go our paths, and I saw your headlights as I looked And I'm mad I didn't get the chance to thank you for my Mom and my Dad So Mom, please accept this as a tribute I wrote on the jet I guess I had to get this off my chest, I I get the chance to lay it before I'm dead The stewardess said to fasten my belt, I guess we're crashing So if I'm not dreaming, I hope you get this message I'll always love you from afar 'Cause you're my
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on Maybe we this too far
I want a new One without a So I'm coming home no matter what the cost And if the plane down Or if the crew can't me up Just know that I was And I was not to die
Oh even if there's songs to My will carry me Just know that I'm I was not to die Because I put my in my new girl So I say goodbye cruel world Just that I'm alright I am not to die
I we are who we are Headlights in the dark night I drive on we took this too far, I want a new life