(intro) D.M.C we a mid 30s male down unresponsive possible over unknown pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and we're him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool pale and has uuh G.S.C is 3 we'll enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I fall deeper a manic state, I'm a prime for the gene to receive the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the of NyQuil then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll have a taste'. of sips of that then I gradually graduate, to a harder prescription drug called Valium like that's great. I go to take just one and I end up like eight. Now I need something in my cuz I haven't ate. Maybe grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, Look at my face... somethings is wrong with dad I think! He's acting again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard again and he pretends he doesn't me. And all he does is eat and Cheetos, and he just fell asleep in his car eating three musketeers in the seat'.
(Chorus Begin) I feel so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So and cold, it's like something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe a nice cold brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall on we'll watch the game it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to another half of glass of wine sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I had no problem with alcohol. Ouch look out for the aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and I go looking like a bouncing ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened night? Where am I? Man, am I hungover, and god damn i got a head ache. Shit a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems ready for take off please by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I don't know, feels like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a Vicodin splash it my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it aint even like im high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this if DeShaun didn't die. Oh ya there's an you lose Proof so you use. There's new rules it's cool if helping you to get through. It's twelve noon no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? it what would Elvis do in your shoes? Now here I am months later, full blown relapse, 'Just get until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need these pills to be able to sleep, so I take naps, just to be able to function the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how many Three. And that average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we almost had the outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the thing? It was bologna, was it the Methadone ya Or the Hydrocodone, you hide inside pornos? Your VCR tape cases with your CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going bye Whitney baby good night Elaina. Go in the room and shut the bedroom and wake up in an ambulance said they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I know a lie cuz i don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)