(intro) D.M.C we have a mid 30s found down possible over substance pulse is 60 and 8 hes intubated and bagging him now uuh B.P 90 over patient cool and diaphoretic has uuh G.S.C is 3 update enroute E.T.A 10
( ) As I deeper into a manic state, I'm a prime candidate for the gene to the drug addict trait. pressure climbs at a dramatic rate, I seem to gravitate to the bottle of then I salivate. Start off with the NyQuil like 'I think I'll just a taste'. Couple of sips of that then I graduate, to a prescription drug called Valium like yeah that's great. I go to just one and I end up like having eight. Now I need in my stomach cuz I haven't ate. I'll grab a plate of nachos and I'll have a steak. And you'd that with all I have at stake, at my daughters face... 'Mommy somethings is with dad I think! acting weird again, he's really beginning to scare me. Wont shave his beard and he pretends he doesn't hear me. And all he is eat Doritos and Cheetos, and he just fell in his car eating three musketeers in the rear seat'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I down this road before. So lonely and cold, it's something takes over me, soon as I go home and the door. feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get away from this place I do, but I can't and I wont say I but I know that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I don't know..... (Chorus End)
( ) Maybe just a nice brew, what's a beer? That's the in my ear I been sober a fuckin' year. And that fucker still talks to me, all I can fuckin hear, 'Marshall come on we'll watch the it's the Cowboys and Buccaneers'. And if I just drink half I'll be half buzzed for half of the time. Who's that mastermind behind little line? With kind of rational man I got half a mind, to have another half of glass of sounds asinine, yeah I know. But I never had no with alcohol. look out for the wall aim for the couch I'm about to fall. I missed the couch and down I go looking like a ball. Shit must have knocked me out cuz I didn't the ground at all Wow what the fuck happened last night? am I? Man, fuck am I hungover, and god i got a head ache. half a vicodin why cant I? 'All systems for take off please stand by'.
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, feels like I been down this before. So lonely and cold, It's like something over me, soon as I go home and the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I wanna get from this place I do, but I cant and I won't say I tried but I that's a lie cuz I don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)
( ) So I take a splash it hits my stomach and ahh. A couple weeks go by it even like im getting high. Now I need it not to feel sick, yeah im getting by. Wouldn't even be taking this shit if didn't die. Oh ya an excuse you lose Proof so you use. There's new it's cool if it's helping you to get through. It's twelve aint no harm in self inducing a snooze. What else is new? Fuck it what would Elvis do in shoes? Now I am three months later, full blown relapse, get high until the kids get home from school holmes, relax'. And im convinced that I'm insomniac, I need pills to be able to sleep, so I take three naps, just to be to function throughout the day let's see that's an Ambien each nap, how Valium? Three. And will average out to about one good hours sleep. Ok so now you see the reason how he has taken four years too put out an album B. See me and you we had the same outcome Heath, cuz that Christmas you know the Pneumonia It was bologna, was it the ya think? Or the Hydrocodone, you hide your pornos? Your VCR tape cases with Ambien CR, great places to hide ain't it? So you can lie to Haley, I'm going beddy bye Whitney baby good Elaina. Go in the room and the bedroom door and wake up in an ambulance They they found me on the bathroom floor, damn!
(Chorus Begin) Sometimes I so alone, I just don't know, like I been down this road before. So lonely and cold, like something takes over me, soon as I go and close the door. Kinda feels like Dj Vu, I get away from this place I do, but I and I won't say I tried but I know that's a lie cuz i don't, and why I just know..... (Chorus End)